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It has been nearly a year since my last time here. A lot has happened, good, bad. But here I am, still breathing. 
Inside I have grown and have become a better me. 
I want to better my financial situation so that my son will never have to worry. And my best route is to become an RN. It will be hell getting there, but owning my own house, my son's security and financial security will be worth it all!
There is too much to write in one journal and seeing as I fail at updating my journal....and I am too tired to write for too long this morning, updating may not even happen.
But whatever. It is what it is yo!

So I have been slacking....horribly! My son is now 7 months old and I don't come here very often.
I have been working and focusing on my baby boy and my boyfriend. They are amazing! I haven't had much time to do art or photography and I gave my friend my Nikon since she has an etsy shop and could use it more than myself. 
I'll put up pictures of my Jax.

Long time, no update!
Hello everybody! My pregnancy is long over. My son is almost 4 months now, and growing fast! I'm holding him now as I type this entry. He is quite wiggly lol! He is called Jaxon and he is amazing to behold! We also moved. If my boyfriend gets this job that just opened we will likely move again.
Hope you all are doing well!
Loves,
Moi

In my last entry I was only several weeks along. Now, now I am nearly 25 weeks along! Time flies by, my goodness! It is a boy who I will name Jaxon. He will have my mother's maiden name which I will be taking as well. Jaxon is big enough now to where I can -see- his kicks and wiggles. It is the most amazing thing ever, I used to be the girl who was never going to have kids. EVER. But this is going to be the best thing to ever happen. Sadly the father of my child and I could not work things out in the end. He is a liar and my child and I are unsafe around him. On a happier note, the pregnancy is going splendidly! No complications thus far! And my doctor is all for natural births, which is what I want. To honor my mother. She birthed my sister and I without medications or anything. What a strong and honorable woman. It was her birthday the other day. She is terribly missed. But my son will grow up knowing her. Anywho just wanted to update my journal and such! I hope you are all doing great!

So it has come to my attention that I am pregnant. And I cannot wait. Although this morning sickness is not the most fun thing to have. That is really all I have to say!